Going Up, Falling DownAll these broken promisesStare right back at meDaring me to say anythingWhen some are my mistakesYou're trying to make me seeIt isn't all my fault for thePain I've endured day and nightTrying to keep a smile onBut I can't see past theScars on my wristsTelling me I'm alwaysGoing up and falling downI've tried time and time againTo put the past awayIn neat stacks in tiny boxesPacking it far awayThe ghosts keep coming backReminding me I'm not strongLike I'd rather pretend I amInstead of facing the truthI'm so sorry for everythingI've ever done wrong to youYou should know I never meant itAnd I'm trying my best because of youRemember I'll always love youThrough the promises I breakThe pain I might cause youI never meant any of itSo please hear my words nowI want you to know the truthIt's my fault I can't be strong enoughTo put the past away for good
DepressedI see the happy people around meThey smile and they carry onBut do they even see the oneWho feels nothing at allCold and lifeless inside my shellDemons torturing me in my own personal hellDo they even notice that I never wear a smileDo they notice that I am a prisoner of my own mindAs I slowly fade and realize my fate to beI wonder if then they will begin to seeThat I was trapped inside my own mindFighting demons that I could not beat
Start Making SenseWhy should Iof all peoplekeep the starsfrom stepping down?
gone too soonbeauty queen, seventeennow you're lost inside a dream. but god, did you shine.